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Okayyyyy, so you know by now its always some bullshit going down in my life right? Yea so, I get home from my moms crib and I notice a note has been slipped under my door and it reads:

December rent $450
December late fee $30
Januray rent $450
January late fee $30

Amount due: $960

:-|

Nigga! Talk about pissed the fuck off? I'm beyond pissed. Okay so you and I both know I paid my fucking rent! That's always my top priority!!!! ALWAYS! Idk how the fuck these dumb asses fucked me over. But one things for sure---im livid!

its late and the office is closed but I will be in there as soon as that fat ass chick unlocks the door. Feelings will be hurt and curse words will be used. (On my part anyway) because this is just stupid! Even if they catch the mistake w. the computer or whatever lame ass reason they give me as to why they fucked up---isnt enough! I don't appreciate the mistake :-| I'm mad they even came at me like this. Lol you feel me?


And another reason why I'm kind of upset is because I cannot for the life of me find my little money order stubs that shows I got one in the first place. I'm sure if they are on that bullshit they will try to use this against me. I praaaay they are in my car but I doubt they are. C'EST LA VIE!!!!!!!!! Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Ill give an update on this in the morning.

But wtf these niggas losing money!?!? This day in age!?!? ARE YOU SERIOUS???????
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This is utterly the BEST movie I have ever saw. I cannot wait until it comes out on DVD. If you havent seen it yet, plz do!

I'm at work and I'm tired as hell!!!!!!!!!!!!! As you all know I'd usually sleep at work when I'm tired-- well I can't do that because one of my managers is working with me tonight. :-| (she's knocked, I might as well go to sleep) ima wait till like 5am tho.

Lol@ me. I knew I should have went to sleep when J.D did. Omggggg its only 2:45am I don't get off until 9:30am

Anywho, I've made an attempt to connect w. the outside world by getting a house phone *wootwoot* I stay going over my minutes so I only use my phone on weekends or with a person who also has tmobile. (Its rare these days) so when people call me I just let it go to my voicemail *smile* and quite frankly I'm sick of you people complaining and stuff! So hit me up for the numbre :)

Toodles!
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So remember I said I wanted to go a few months before I started to read a new book? Well, fuck that! I went to the LB yesterday and I got the follow up book to the last book I read.

The name of the current book I'm reading is 'A New Earth' by Eckhart Tolle. I haven't started it yet due to the fact I haven't been in the right state of mind? Idk its just been really hard for me to focus. Dude, I'm stressing so hard about so much shit! Being semi-independent is so hard, yes I said semi because my mom and grandfather still help me here and there but I'm trying my hardest not to ask for their help and its fucking me up. Hmph.

So when I found myself immersed in all this stress I thought I should go read a book. Justin said "you remind me of a old ass lady with a cat who sits around reading books. Where's the excitement?" -- I concur! Lol :(

Oh, well one great thing came out of this stress! It inspired me to come up with a plan-- a life plan. So at like 5am I opened my notes in my blackberry and just started typing away. It started kind of messy but in the end it all came together quite nicely. I made a general outline and then broke the whole thing down into sets of short term goals, w. Deadlines that spread out along the year. Its one thing to know what u want to do in your mind and a whole nother to come up with a plan via paper or better yet blackberry note app. *smile* all and all it made me feel a lot better and most of the stress I was under lifted.

I just noticed something, I'm pretty much that person that everybody runs to when they are having a problem and they need advice for whatever have you. But when I'm knee deep in shit nobody knows what to say to me. Lol like the reactions are "oh, dammmmn, word?, forreal, what u gonna do, that's crazzzy," or they give me dead ass silence and when I'm done speaking they make a noise like "mm".

Fuck!?

Good thing I know a little bit about self-motivation and self-worth. Pfft! If my livelihood was depended upon u fuckers I'd be assed out and depressed. Smh fuck u guys!

*Mental Note: stop saying "fuck" so much*

Whatever though....makes me love myself more! Lol okay so I'm about to go read.

Oh, HI James!!!!! (James told me he reads my blogs) teeheehe

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So I'm in a 2hr meeting right now--oh and I just took a test from my last class. Which I'm sure I got an a on :) well anyways, since I'm bored out of my mind I thought this would be the perfect time to blogggggggggg.

I don't have anything important to blog about because nothing has been going on. Ehhh, what can I say? My life has been pretty lackluster.

Well, let me share with you guys what pissed me off the other day and what lesson I learned. So I was suppose to go into work thursday night--keep in mind I was in the office that wholeeeeeee fucking day taking a CPI/PIT class and I saw my manager about I good 3 times. So I leave the office and I head over to the house that I work at and when I get there, its already 2 staff waiting to work 3rd shift and when I walk in a look of confusion hits everybodys face. So my co-worker said "I thought u called off" I reply by saying "no I didn't" and another co-worker says "oh, andreia--Latrica wants u to call her" (Latrica is my manager) so I clock in and before I can hang up the phone the line beeps and its her. She says "Andreia I told them to tell u to call me when you got in. Well anyways you have been removed from the schedual because u missed the all staff make-up meeting" so I reply by saying "I asked you the day after the meeting when the make-up meeting was. You told me that you would tell me via email when they put the date out, do you not remember that?" And she says "yeah, I remember but I never checked my email to see the make up dates" I reply by saying "iight" and I hung up the phone.

So at that poing I'm pissed. I'm pissed for two reason.

•she saw me in the office 3 times that day. The class was from 6pm-10pm and my co-worker said they called her at 4pm to cover the shift. So, she knew when she saw me those 3 diffrent times that I had been taken off the schedual, and she waits until I arrive at the house to inform me!?!?!?
•The managers are suppose to inform staff of make-up meetings. Why? Because a email is sent out to them from their superiors when the make-up dates are and from there they should inform us. She clearly remembers me asking her more than once and she kept saying "ill find out and let you know"

So this whole time I'm thinking they still haven't sent out the fucking email. But to the contrary she never checked her email. Smh in the end I got mad at myself because this lady has shown her colors to me more than once--she isn't the least bit responsiable and yet again I give her the benifit of the doubt and I'm fucked over. I should have called her manager and asked straight up when the make-up meetings were.

Fucking idiots man I tell ya. Whatever tho.

On another note, I think I'm done with myspace! I mean, yeah me being computer-less might have a deal to do with it, but then again it might not be, being that I have the myspace app on my blackberry which Is just as good as the real deal if not better. I'm just not that into it anymore! *shrugz* so for those who care to keep in contact email me......

appleb.fashion@gmail.com

Email is much more of my thing these days, blame it on the blackberry.

:-) ttyl fuckers!

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Okay, back by popular demand. Lol no really, alot of people have been asking about my new relationship and how its going--so what better way than to let u know with a blog!?

My love life couldnt be better, i mean that! J.D and i have had a rocky month and there has been alot of adjustments on both our parts but things seem to be getting better between us.

Last night we had one of those longgggggg relationship changing convo's--not that things were bad to begin with, they are just getting better and better.

A few of my close friends know about a situation that J.D and i are in that had me scared shitless of how it would effect us and our future. Well, thanks for all the advice and everything! I really appreciate it but my heart belongs to J.D and i told him id be there for him no matter what and thats what i plan to do and after going over it about a billion times with him.....he has assured me there is nothing to worry about and I trust him. So I'm super excited about what's going to happen any day down! :)

Another great thing is my family is egar to meet him, not only my mom and little sister but my aunts, uncles, and my crazy ass cousins. So we will be meeting each others families sooner than later. So, I'm sure u know that's a big step.

Well all and all we are doing really really good.
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Before i fall into my food coma, i thought id update this blog for kicks :) my 3 day vaca has been cool! (Despite the fact that im on my period, too much info? Sorry.) Ive gotten tons of rest--when J.D. Wasnt around, no i take that back he still managed to wake me up 3 times last night while he was at work. Im still mad! Nah im lying :) i missed him while i was sleeping. Lol ok ok ill stop.

So i beat Guitar Hero: world tour. I dont know how i feel about Bobby (my avatar) commiting suicide with ozzy at the end. Ehhh, not how i saw him going out-- an overdose on drugs would have sufficed. So with that being said i need something else to do, any ideas?

The shower is calling me! You know when you dont have shit to do you wait till like 6pm to shower? Oh, thats just me? Iight.

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My New Years Res was to be productive. Im not going to lie, its the 15th day into the new year and uhhhh i havent done much of anything. So, when i came into work i signed up for 50hrs of overtime!.....yeah, 5O! I have a CPI class coming up and i have to set up my meeting with the people in charge of CFW.

So, here we go.....when i get started im not stopping! Tonight is my last night to work then i have the next 3days off. I plan on spending time with J.D and getting as much sleep as my body will allow me. Fuck video games, reading, t.v, myspace, aim, this blackberry! Im going to be knocked for the next three days....starting as soon as i get home in the morning. Im taking a hot bath, talking to J.D, and going RIGHT to sleep.

Oh, thank god im off work when this nasty ass snow storm will hit! Ill see a bit of it in the morning but by the time i wake out of my slumber on the 3rd day it will be over. So good luck clevelanders!!!!!


Well...see you hotties in 3 daysssss!


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So as you know im the "artsy" type, i love anything that has to do with art (which is pretty much EVERYTHING) and i express my love for art in anyway that i can and one of those ways happens to be body art.

Okay so i was having a convo with somebody about tatts and this person has been back and forth to the tatt shop many times this past month because he was thinking about getting his first tattoo. Iight so today we were talking about tattoo's and he was like "im thinking about getting a sleeve, but my grandmother doesnt want me to get it" so im like "nahhh you should get it yada yada yada" then our convo gets deeper and he says "i cant go to business meetings all tatted up....blah blah blah i wont get the job"

So at this point im ready to debate, but im at work so i just reply by saying "well then u shouldnt get a tatt because it will always be in the back of your mind" and then he says " you think ima choose some ink over money!?"

Lol, so again, im ready to debate but im still at work so i walk into another room and i say "if you walk in the room with the right education, mindset, determination, swagger, and experiece. You will shine brighter than any other canidate in the room tattoo or not" then he says "you cant get mad at me get mad at the people running the company's"

Iight so i let that rock and then i was like "you were the one talking about getting some ink now ur talking like u never wanted it to begin with"

To make a long story short our convo is going nowhere because he's saying shit like "u ever seen a doctor with a tatt?!" So im like "convo over" and he has to get the last word by saying.

"You go ahead and MARK your body up, im not!" (In a fucked up tone of voice, might i add)

Iiiiiiigggghhhhhtttt! So at that point i hang up the fucking phone and as i type this im HIGHLY OFFENDED (and im on my period so its 10x)

First fuck up is.....i clearly said "dont do it if your going to be in fear of not getting a job"

Granted tatts arent for everybody and thats for one of two reasons....

-just a plain dislike
-fear (of what ppl might say or think)

And thats a okay!

But everybody has some form of body art weather that be your bestfriend who's going to school for law or the nigga flipping your burgers at burger king. Its mad fucking people in this world with ink and its becoming increasingly popular! You wont see less, youll only see more.

And thats not to say "oh since everybody is doing it i should to" im saying if you want some ink and youve been to the tatt shop at least 3 times in a month FUCKING DO IT!

Idk man, i guess you can call me a rebel! I just dont give a fuck! My favorite saying is "im an artist im here to live out loud" works perfect right now.

This dude just really offended my by saying "go ahead and mark ur body up" mark!? Are u seriousssssssss!?

Baby this is fucking art! Im not one of those ppl who go get meaning-less shit all over me (and if you do MORE POWER TO U!) All my tatts mean something...every single one has a meaning and i lovvvve them and i rock my shit with pride! I never doubt walking into a job interview because as i said "im an artist and im here to live out loud" seemingly enough i landed each job and ive ever interviewed for and i nev er had a bullshit job! I was right out ofhighschool working for the city. And i got them because i have a BRAIN and i talk like i have one! Im SMART! Thats why i landed the jobs! Tatts and all!

I know everybody isnt as ballsy as me. But come the fuck onnnn dont play me for having more guts than u with fucked up comments like "u mark ur body up cuz im not" like u have some sort of head start on my because ur inkless?

And its all about the tone u have when u say shit to people and this comment with his tone of voice really pissed me the fuck off.

So, if you have friends with like 5+ tatts and they are an artist DONT SAY SHIT LIKE THIS TO THEM! You might think its harmless....but it isnt.

Smh

Lol, one day we tattooed/peirced "freaks" will rule the world! So rock ur tatted bodies, lip rings, and mohawks with fucking pride! Appleb supports you because im one of you! "The freaks"

Lol!!!!!!!
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The worst part of the day is when i get bored. Matter of fact this whole day has been pretty fucking lame. When i got off work i went straight to my moms house where i did laundry and chilled with my little sister and her boyfriend. I got to my moms house around 10am and didnt finish laundry until like 6pm which pissed me off.

To make matters worse, J.D and i were arguing *rolls eyes* and we havent talked at all today--well besides the pre-convo before our argument. First day without him.....totally sucks! Even though i miss him like crazy im O.D mad at him.

So i left my moms house around 6pm, went home, and started cleaning my crib. I finally laid down around 8pm for my nap. Annnnnd here i am right back at work now (12am)

Im so freaking tired and hungry! I only had bacon today! Smh when i get off of work im going straight home and right to bed! Even though i have mad shit to do. Fuck it, im not crashing again. Not me.....nope....no fucking way.

[Currently listening to: I go to sleep- Sia]

Sia is fucking awesome, best album to listen to when you're sad, lonely, stressed, or mad. Yea, you get my point all the "emo" shit.

Ive noticed im a potty mouth right now, blame it on the lack of sleep/food. *sigh

So im not working with Gina tonight (my friend) but instead im working with this other lady. Shes cool, an older lady, and shes super sweet. But when me and Gina work we chill the fuck out! Like mad sleep, lights off, ordering food, talking on the phone, gossiping....ect. So as i said im tired as hell and the lady got mad lights on, she making mad noise, she keep trying to hold convo's, and did i mention she making mad noise? Ughhhhh i just wanna lay down and go to la la landddd!!!!!!

Whatever!

So, as you knowwwww Its INCOME TAX TIMEEEEEEE!!!! Dude, pfft! *sigh* do you know how stoked i am!? Im going crazy with that money. People keep telling me i should save it or pay my rent up for a few months or put it aside for school. FUCK THAT.....pfft! I wish i would! Lol its mad shit that i want! I probably dont need it but i damn sure want it! (Nah, i do need a computer tho) im going CRAZY! Lol with that being said, ummm NY or CALI friends hit me up because i need yall to pick some stuff up from supreme for me! (Dead ass!)

Alright, fuck this....im going to sleep!
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This is a blog ive been meaning to write, butttt i had to get the ok from J.D and i did because im spoiled and i always get my way with him lol

No but on a serious note. Lets just call this a disclaimer.!

Im IN LOVE thats my current status....TAKEN! Alot of people question my relationship and i know alot of you say shit (to yourselves of course) and thats fine but what matters is HIM and I are happy together and it will remain that way no matter what you say and/or do.

Yeah, okay... You read my blog. Yeah, iight you've seen the previous guys ive dated. Yeah, i know that shit between me and them didnt work. Yeah, trust me i noticed its been 9 months since my last relationship.

But this is what you dont know, im not going to stop until i find something real. What i have with J.D is something real, niggas already know i wasnt going to settle and i didnt! J.D is everything i wanted plus a little more. Their are a million and one reasons why im in love with this man and you bet your ass im not going to list the reasons why and how.

But i will say this, i will not stand for the disrespect--- you mutha fuckas can doubt my relationship all you want, but your best bet is to keep the shit to yourself. Especially you bitches, yeah im well aware of the little stunts you pull and how you bitches go roaming the net for me! So being that you tricks do that, im pretty sure you have found my blog. Let me just say this, J.D is rocking with me now, baby girl. He loves it! He loves me, he loves EVERYTHING i have to offer and its gonna take a little bit more than you throwing your pussy at him to get his attention, sweetie. all of you stupid bitches and niggas alike need to realize J.D and i arent playing house! The little games you feeble minded muther fuckers are playing wont get you anywhere but somewhere with hurt feelings and thats real!

Ive been so nice up until this point. I had to put this out there and i will go back to being nice afterwards. Just had to let people know their place. Thats all. Hate it or love, because at the end of the day thats all u can fucking do! Like a friend of mine says "you'll be iight, nigga!" Lmao.

Another thing, if you're my friend...be just that, A FRIEND! If we had something before, its over because im with somebody now and if you want to continue our friendship--- you have to respect my relationship. Point. Blank. Period.

He's mine, im his, he's happy, im happy, he's in love, im in love! So fuck off!

*smile
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Iight, so....no surprise ive hit another bump in the road. Im not going to go into much detail on exactly what went down and why it did, but i will talk about how im feeling as of now.

Growing up and going through life i havent been a very optimistic* person and i blame it on the fact that i was born sept 5th (virgo) but in any case, i just cant help but to pay attention to the negitive things in a person/situation. Yea, i live for the day or wait let me correct that i live for the moment---but i still make mental notes of the things i dont agree with or like. Because in the end those are the things that will make shit crash if not paid attention to.

Wait, dont get me wrong i pay as much attention to the positives, and in most cases that can out weigh the negitive, no doubt about it.

But as i took a little second to collect my thoughts after the situation i asked myself "whats true anymore?" And i asked that because; we are all lost! Nobody has the right answer because everybody is focused on the wrong things (before this so did i) and im not talking about who is right or wrong. No, its much deeper than that---im talking about people who shut out the negitive and embrace the positive. I know this might sound a little off but just rock with me for a second.

Life is made up of good and bad, its a polarity...with good comes evil, with hot comes cold, with happy comes sad, with love comes hate, ect..... Those are just the common laws of exsistance. So inevitability with positive comes negitive. So our problem is we dont except negitive situations because we dont want to deal with them, we are too weak, we dont care for it, we dont want to be around it. So by us avoiding it we throw off the balance which then causes for less of a better term 'drama'.

Of course negitive shit is wack but bottom line is, its never going to stop. And as soon as you realize that and stop thinking with an unconsious mind you will overcome it just as easy you can a positive one. It all boils down to how you handle shit....this is a very hard thing to live by and this is something i learned a while back, but ive really let myself go in the past few months and ive been sucked into shit that "isnt real" by a way of thinking vs. The situations i find myself in.

Ughhh.......
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Well, this blog has no real "purpose" other than i have nothing better to do with my life than bloggggggg.


Last night? Oh, i was bored as hell! But i did have a nice convo with my mom about a close friend of mine. Isnt it good when your parents show you that they are good for something? I got alot of good advice and a "ive been there done that" point of view, which is always good.

While we are on the topic of giving advice and friendships. How do you feel about giving advice? Hmm, me? Shit. I dont think people will be getting alot of it out of me, unless you're one of my few friends who are really receptive to it.

Ive come to realize that most people dont want advice--they just want to vent. Im the wronnnng person to vent with, unless you are a venter who likes a little advice afterwards. I just cant help to put my two cents in....even when its not asked for. And on top of that (sidenote: remember in english class teacher said "never start a sentence with and" yea, well, it seems nearly impossiable) .....i forgot what i was about to say.

Oh! Yea its like i cant help but to tell the truth! And by all means i dont think im the all mighty enlightened one....but some things/situations are just common fucking sense. Its like if you have to think about what it is that you are doing a good 60 times, then chances are your ass shouldnt be doing it.

People have the nerve to say "andy you're a know-it-all" nah son, i know a little bit about ALOT of shit! Get it right.

But i just guess people run for the thrill of it and they need to learn life lessons on their own...but fucking A @ it being common shit.

Ehhh whatever!

Be back later....im tripping off acid mad hard right now. *wink


Oh wait, dont they have some type of sticky hook thats new and its a variable to nails in the wall?....or somethinnngg?? *sigh* nevermind.
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Well i have the night off and im bored as hell. As you might know (or maybe you dont) ive vowed to put the books down for a few months. (The yoga/enlightment book) and i must say the past few weeks have been HELL!

T.V just isnt doing it for me anymore--all though the new season of Nip/Tuck has begun (i fucking love that show and ive waited long enough for it to come back) its crazy because i havent been looking at much t.v lately and apparently ive been "living under a rock"

Whatever the case might be i seriously need a book or a working computer in my life ASAP! Dude, something has to give.....looks like my sanity.

Ehh fuck it...im gonna play Guitar Hero now.
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Ehhh, so this is my last week of freedom, food wise. As you know alot of people start their new diets and exercise routines.

Well, appleB goes to boot camp! Yes, full fledged boot fucking camp. Friday im going up there to pay my $79 and to have my weigh-in. Then right after me and my little sister are going to Ruby Tuesdays for "the last supper"

*sigh* this is gonna be hard because JD is going to be on my ass about it so i doubt ill have a slip up. I read my grocery list to him and he was like "you're gonna have to change that". Lol

Yea, so....wish me luck.
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Before i get to the juicy information i knowwww you are dying to read about. Lets back track a bit.

So, when i ended my last blog i mentioned id be talking about my crazy ass ex's in the next entry--so here we are.

Okay sooooo the last boyfriend i had (we are going to name him S.B) was my bf for a good 4 1/2 months but we had been talking for a little over 2yrs? And when i say drama.....dude drama is dead ass an understatement! He put me through hell and back, but of course i thought it was lovvvveee.

So we finally mad it official and it went really good for the first couple of months then i found out through a great great friend of mine, S.B had been flirting with his bestfriend and not only that he said some really fucked up shit about me to her--anddd on top of that he was a horriable boyfriend.

So, SB found out that i knew he was being a little snake and from that point on he avoided me, never answered my phone calls/text/aims or anything (i only tried to get his attention for 2days then i said fuck it)

All of this went down in like june. Now, lets fast forward to uhhh a week ago. Iight so a week ago i was on my old aim screen name, and i saw SB's screen name signed on (because of course he blocked me from every other screen name) so just to test the waters i send an aim saying 'hi' this dude....lol he is super excited says 'heeeeyyyy' and ask if my number is the same-- so i say yes, two seconds later my phone rings and its him.

He just talks to me as if nothing ever happened and is having a random ass regular conversation with me. So me being me i go along with it and our convo goes into what we are currently doing yada, yada, yada. So i tell him about my boyfriend and he tells me about his girlfriend and we keep on talking and shit.

So out of nowhere he says " i miss you" so at this point i cant hold it in any longer and i say "where the fuck have u been and why did u do what u did" so he tries to explain hiself but its all bullshit at the end of the day and i dont want to hear it and i try to end our convo and he ask "can we be friends" of course i say no.

That didnt stop him...he has been calling, texting, aimin every since that day. The crazy part is he talks to me like he doesnt have a girl....im mean, flirting like theres no tomorrow!

Thats when i realize this guy is really a slimeball....a really cool person but a regular slimeball at heart....he cheated on his baby momma with me, cheated on me with some next chick, and im certain he has cheated on his current gf. Its like....damn when the fuck will u grow up (he is 29) smh so now i have this crazy ex shit on my hands. Ugh *rolls eyes*

ALRIGHT, lets talk about what u wanna read abouuuuut, punk ass! Lol nahh but yeah, i have a boyfriend now! *drum roll* and he will go by the name of J.D (i know im getting lazy with the names lol) yea, so ive been single for like 8 months and ill be honest the first few months were hell!! I would sit around, eat cake, watch love movies, and complain about how lonely i was.
But i started to realize that the single life wasnt so bad and i actually started to love it! Ive always been in a relationship since i was 16, so being single for so long was brand new to me. So i took the alone time and made it into something positive.

You all know the saying "love will find you when you're not looking for it" THATS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED! When J.D came into the picture i wasnt even going to give him the chance of getting close to me because i was so focused on myself i didnt even see boyfriend material in men. So day after day id talk to J.D and i literally woke up one day and realized how much i liked him but i still questioned it because i had gotten use to being single.

So one thing lead to another and here we are....together! Lol its kind of surreal how it all went down and im not going into detail about it because some things u just wanna keep inbetween u and your partner. :)

Im soooooo happy with J.D i dont know what to do with myself. But its all still really fresh and we are doing really really well!!!!

Hmm, im going to describe him so u can see the type of person he is.......hes really really mean lol (not to me of course) he is the type of person that will tell u how he feels weather it be good or bad and he has a slick little mouth lol basically he's "The Bad Boy" (its really sexy!) He is really really really attractive!, he has a swag, and he is really sweet to me...like all he cares about is making me happy! *love sigh* could a girl ask for anything else? So yea, i had to put a ring on it. Lol So im pretty much loving a gangster with a soft spot for my dorky ass. We are complete opposites and thats the BEST part about it.

A few of my friends dont get it...if u watch the hills JD is my justin-bobby or my spencer. It doesnt make sense to others but it makes perfect sense to us.

So even though im with sombody now, as i said before its not going to stop my Celibacy and the city entrys.

I might change the celibacy part but not yet......lol
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Dudeeee, my hoildays were awesome! I had alot of fun, it was the perfect ended to 08! I really wanted to take mad pictures....butttttt i was way to shitfaced to even think about my blogspot or pictures.

Spending time with family really made me happy, and as i said before it was the perfect ending to 08.

So, i know you all are sick and tired of people saying shit like "fuck 08...09 is my year" bullshit--im not even going there because 08 was a GREAT year for me. But i will say it time for me to re-focus and get real with myself, yet again. Alot of changes will take place in the months ahead (some changes have already been made and i know inparticular that will shock you)

Okay so lets get into some random updizzles.....

So as a christmas gift to myself i purchased 'Guitar Hero World Tour' im ADDICTED. No, dead ass addicted. I freaking love that game--- the playlist? Ughhh SICK! Mad ppl keep telling me i should have gotten 'Rock Band' but fuck that....i live alone, who's going to be in my band? And GH was on sale for $50 son!

Moving onnnnn, so ive been bedless for a while. When i moved out of my moms crib all i took with me were my clothes shoes, and my tv. So, the first big purchase i made was my couch and ive been sleeping on it since oct. (My freaking back has been killing me) so me and my grandma went and got my a matress, dude im so stoked! It was on sale for $517 (i be catching those sales son) the original price was like $1000 something. Yea so it will be here friday--im ready to break that in. Lmao ha! Overall, my apartment is coming along really nice :)

Ehhh... I have a boyfriend now. (Ill talk more on this later. Yes, this is the change i was saying might shock u)

Ummm, tonight will be my first night back at work and im kind of happy about being back at work....ive been on vacation for a week or so.

Ok, so...thats all i got, kiddo!


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