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I wish I could say its from having sex with my boobie boo boo lol but no! Today was the first day of my work-out class. ITS NO JOKE!!!! Mannn oh man--im cool though lol

Along with that my diet has started. I know what you're thinking "she said that a long time ago" well, I didn't start then. Nigga! Lol. So I think I did good for my first day soooooo catch me on the beach in my bikini lmao.

Oh! Email me questions and blog ideas.....

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I'm going to do an FAQ so email me those questions, shun!
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I know...I know, you're sick of hearing/reading about this--as was I, but after seeing the actual photos I have two things on my mind.

1.) I wonder how much money the guy got for giving this pic to TMZ.
2.) Why the fuck did Chris Brown go SO HARD!?

My friend told me that Rihanna spoke out, I haven't heard anything....but I really feel sorry for her its so wack that she and other women in this world have to go through bullshit like that.

One of my ex's tried to pull that shit with me but it didn't fly. I can't understand how women can stay in abusive relationships--its crazy! But whatever, I bet any amount of money she drops the charges and in the months ahead Chris will do another public apology and go thru some type of anger management (he might have a reality show about the shit to win america back over) and then Rihanna will forgive him and yada yada yada. Shit is never REAL in the entertainment business--NEVER!

On another note, dude who sold that picture is so PAID! Lol he is swimming in cash...pfft! Its a freaking shame! You damn americans love this kind of shit.


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So when I get off work I'm taking my credit card to my grandmothers house. Why? SO I CAN STOP SPENDING MONEY! I went to walmart and spent $100. ON ABSOLUTLY NOTHING! Lol :( oh, well I did buy a picture frame for some artwork I did and two cans of rubber cement--but that came up to like $40. Ughhhhhhh! I really need to start saving to my trip. Its cool though because I'm getting maddddd overtime at work and I didn't file my state income tax yet so that like a quick $100.

Ugh, I was looking at my agenda before I started this blog and I'm working or going to a class almost everyday till like the middle of march. Can you say grinding? I sure can. I'm tired.....tired as hell!

2hrs later.......


Sooooo I'm running off of 3hrs of sleep. When I got off @ 3:30pm I went over my grandmothers house and I came home to a messy ass apartment and crashed. Then I woke up and started cleaning--now I have 30min to take a shower and get to work on time. Blahhhhhhhhhhh. Ugh!!!!

Ok I'm off to get started and I promise my next blog will not be about how busy I am!
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Hey bews! Missed me? Oh well I have missed you. Its funny how some of my friends who are readers of my blog will call and chit chat with me when I don't update....but when I update on a regular nobody calls me. Hmmmm, you fuckers all in my business! Lol

Anyways, SORRY for the lack of post you know what I always say "I had to get real with myself" well....nah, not really. I just didn't pay my phone bill lol and the boyfriend refused to do it. Well, I'm lying he didn't refuse. :-p

Butttttt I'm here now! Ha! Okay so let's get into these updates....ummmmm well since I'm SOOOOOOOO excited about this ill talk about it first....I'm going to be spending easter with my boyfriend in Louisiana with his family. Its the only thing that I've realllllllly been looking forward to-- for more reasons than one. ;- ) so yeaaaahhh that's gonna be bomb.

Uhhh? I'm trying to think about shit that has happened since I went awayyyyy. Ehhh, well it will come to me soon enough so ill get back to the updates later.

On another note I'm going to be so busy and tired with the days ahead. Like today for instance-- the boyfriend pratically forced me out of bed at 1pm something (that might be late to you but my body clock runs opposite than yours because I work 3rd shift) I went to go get Audi Applebaum's tire fixed, went to Home Depot (I had mad fun in there lol), got stuck in traffic, and did my hair for the next 3 1/2hrs. I took like a 30min nap and now I'm at work, and I don't get off of work till 3:30pm THE NEXT DAY! Ohhhhh but it doesn't end there! Tomorrow I work from 12am-4pm and it just stays like that for the rest of the month lol

On a whole nother note....did u see Kid Cudi on 106npark? Maybe u didn't--because I almost didn't because who the fuck watches 106? A lame? Yea pretty much! But being that he's a cleveland native that lived in the same neighborhood as me and attended the same highschool annnnd I actually like his music I coluldnt help but to be a bit happy--for him and for the sake of clevelands music. We haven't had anybody since bone lol and the underground scene here SUCKS ass, dick, vagina, and whatever else! Lol buuuut that's another topic for anothhherr day.

I have a lot more to talk about but I have a few phone calls to make andddd conan is on.

Bye! Lol
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Ill be back......

*sigh*

uhhhh, Im in a weird mood right now. I kind of feel like crying--but i not, im pretending to be a G. So im having one of
those feelings that im afraid of what might come and what might happen so im all uneasy and shit. After today i feel like a certain situation that im in will never go back to the way it use to be... and to be honest I kind of what something to change so i can move on. I just wish my balls were bigger lol no really... I wish that I can say exactly what im thinking instead of fearing what might happen. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr THIS IS SO ANNOYING! I notice the change, I definatly notice the change...its all in the energy ppl giving off. Sorry if im losing you *sigh*

and *sigh* that fucking conversation has been on my mind so hard! I knew in the back of my mind this would happen...did I try to prevent it? yea-- yes i did....but i slipped up. I wish I had magic powers that allowed me to feel what people felt and how they are thinking.

pharrell was right...sooner or later it all comes crashing down.

let me add that song to my blog.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh so last night there was a nasty snow storm
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I don't know why but I've been getting asked what's my type a lot lately. It really got me thinking and my honest answer is.....

I don't know! Lol being that my last 3 boyfriend weren't the least bit alike and I was attracted to them all? Uhhhhh......lol. Of course there are a few must haves

-style (any kind--as long as he's rocking it right. Honestly tho, I'm really into the tighter shirts, fitted jeans, supras, tattoos, and peircings. Lol)
-educated.
-into some form of art.
-eye level to me (I'm 5'10) or taller.
-funny
-sweet (to me at least)

Those are the basics, like if a guy doesn't have at least 2 out of those 5, he's not boyfriend material.

Lol its funny because even tho I say I don't know what my type is. My friends, sister, and mom always point out guys and says "that's your type--isnt it?" And it always is. Ha! Oddly enought in all my years of dating I've only found 1 guy with all 5 of my must haves but he was CRAZY and he cheated on me so womp! Lol

Race doesn't matter. I dated a white guy in highschool, flirted hard with an asian for a little over a year, and I was with a rican for like a year or two. So type? Nahhh gimmie my 5 must haves on whatever (race/looks) and I'm happy!


Ha!
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This morning I went to the leasing office to handle the rent situation and everything is in the clear now. Overall I'm a very quiet person but I can get really assertive when I need to and I did just that....I might have taken it a bit far but she needed to understand I DONT play around with money. So, I highly doubt ill be getting into another rent problem.

As you know I cut a few people out of my life over the weekend and I feel like a weight has been lifted but on that same note I'm kind of hmmm, I can't think of the right word to describe the feeling--but let's just say I feel a little "weird" about not having people that I once thought were some of my closest friends near.

I also stated that I'd be getting in contact with people I feel I have really stong friendships with (and like 1 or 2 people who I think are cool) anddddd that's.....that. So if by some chance you're reading this and you haven't heard anything from me you should already know what it is.


Moving along......

I saw NOTORIOUS and my review is that it SUCKED! Super wack! Okay so I've never been a big biggie fan to begin with, but I thought the movie would make me-- become a fan? I don't know what I expected. Lil kim has all fucking rights to be upset....they straight up played her. They casted the role of Pac HORRIABLY and they made him seem crazy. Smh the only good thing I can say about the movie is they casted the role of bigge very well.....dude did a good job. Buuuutt like I said the movie was wack. Lmao@ u losers saying shit like "that movie changed my life" yada yada yada....sap!


Ummmmm OH! Work is work but I did have to report a med error this morning and the lady that I made the report on already hates me lol so be expecting a blog talking about drama at the work spizzle.

Randoms:
-im really thinking about buying an iphone.
-Oriental noodles are the best!
-I decided that I'm going to spend my income tax money on my apartment.
-Bills are going to be the death of me.
-Im almost done reading 'A New Earth'

Ehhh that's it!
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Man I tell ya! This definatly wasn't the worst weekend I've ever had but it was really STUPID! The situation about my rent money already threw me for a few loops when I found out about that and I still have yet to get to the end of that.

But it didn't end there.......

I ENDED UP IN EMERGENCY CARE!!!! I will not go into details on why I was all up in EC-- but let me say this, it was totally stupid! Smh and it was definatly because of somebody elses negligence. In the end, I was fine! But I'm still pissed off because I really thought niggas smarted up this time around, but I guess not! Smh

So on that note, I'm also looking at a chick that I've been friends with for yearsssss so diffrent! Because even after the incident she was still being dumb (oh and trust me she knows that I think she's stupid) from here on out I'm looking at that shit like-- I'm moving (might not be major moves but I'm still on the move) and she's standing in the same spot and despite alllllllllllllllllllll the advice I try to give her she's still standing in that same fucked up spot, so at this point IM OUT! Like I'm not going to keep looking back trying to make u see the light at the end of this dark ass tunnel, you don't see it? That's your problem.

I can't feel bad anymore, matter of fact I don't. "She will be iight" and ima leave it at that.

Hmm, let me put this out there just so people know where I stand. I'm trying to better my situation and my problems. I'm not wasting anymore time on any of u because it slows me down in the end. So, I love yall but ill love u better from a distance.


Ohhh and another thing, I'm deleting my myspace page. Close friends will no where and how to find me. So in like the next 3days u will be getting something from me that will show ur importance. If you don't get anything. Welp, ur just one of "those".

I have work to do so I'm outttttt.
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