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Sup bews? Ugh im chilling in the crib waiting on this quil to kick in because as you might know IM SICK AS HELL! This flu is kickin my ass. Yo, there is one thing I like about being sick. My mom is a saint when im sick, I mean the perfect definition of mother. She came to the crib with mad supplies lol food, meds, toilet paper, cold rags, just all -kinds of stuff.

Well anyways, I have some good news! I FINALLY GOT MY FUCKING LAPTOP SON! It feels soooooo nice!! I wish I was ballin and could be apart of the MAC club—but im broke so im still rockin with the p.c.

I know im mad late but this new windows vista is dope! It looks so nice and official! Well im about to go back to sleep…ill update in a few days.

Aww man friday isn't coming fast enough. I have so much crap to do this weekend and the following monday I have to go and register for school. (There has been a change of plans) I'm going to attend Tri-c for a few semesters. Then transfer over. Ehhhh, it might sound like a wack move but its the best move I can make right now.

This week has been going stupid slow. Its always like that though, whenever you're looking forward to the weekend the week goes by madddd slow. Ehhh whatever.
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I forgot to mention this in my last post.....

So Ace da vinci (he's really dope go check out his music via myspace--ugh! I'm such a dork for not knowing his myspace link. *ill post it once I find out) and I were talking today and he called while I was cleaning my closet. I really don't know how we got on the subject but he said something along the lines of "being healthy is like the new trend" and I replied by saying "oh yeah! Thinking green is the new cool!" and then we laughed about it blah blah blah.


But have you noticed it issssss the new hot shit? Everybodys driving these earth friendly cars, drinking green tea, wearing shirts that read "I love the earth"-- and all kinds of other stuff.

Lol I mean yay at people finally realizing that the world is fucked! But its reallly laughable how wack people are. Niggas not really worried about the world they doing it because ya mans and them doing it! Lol ahhhh its all so cute.


I wonder what the next trend will be......saving stray cats? Ughhhhh lol
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Okay okay so my last post (well the one before last) was a little irrational. Ehhh, I was mad so my emotions were heightend times 10. I just got really upset about something that I understand but I don't want it to be real. Does that make sense?

Uhhhh, well a good guy is in a weird situation and it isn't allowing us to grow. So with that said I'm a single gal but I'm stil in love with my now ex-boyfriend. With any break-up it takes time for healing and all of that nonsense! But J.D and I are stil really good friends and I stil care about him alllllloooootttt. So its not like I'm "on the market" again. Were just trying to sort things out. Ehhh. Not my happiest moment, but I'm doing the best I can. (Wondering why my blackberry isn't allowing me to spell s-t-i-l-l correctly)

Besides that let's get into these updates, shun.

So lately I've been reading 'Twilight' I don't wanna sound like a major lame but ITS REALLY GOOD! I can see what all the hype was about because I'm totally in love with Edward (main character) So now I'm reading the second book 'New Moon' its a really good read! Check it.

Speaking of new moon, has anybody else noticed that its friday the 13th and its a big ass full moon out. Eeeeek! Lol

Hmmm, I'm still working super long hours, like tonight for instance I'm working a double shift. My checks have been looking right. ;-) yeaaahhhh! Oh! I know I've been saying it for the longest but I'm realllllllyyyy getting a laptop on friday--thats my word.

oh yeaaa my car wasn't working for like uhhh 3days. (I needed a new battery) ugghhhhh it was the worst 3 of my life!

This is getting random......

Ehhh brb
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Yeaaaahhhhhh lol okay I've calmed down a lot since last night. (I was od aggy) but I'm straight now. So the million dollar question--what happened? Well to make a long dumb ass story short. In the end I was wasting me time and all the hard work and effort I put in, for pless of a better termed "scared" him. Yeah I know--bullshit! But whatever the case, I'm still happy that I spent the few months I did with him and he helped me out a lot annnnddd it was a nice change of pace while it lasted.

WELL! Now that applebaum is back! Lol I'm sooooo excited for the spring and summer. Last night I talked to an old photographer of mine and we are gonna get back into the swing of things. Lol I'm NOT GETTING BACK INTO MODELING! I'm just getting back under that cleveland spotlight. The crazy thing about it is, my little brother hit me up yesterday like "DJ Applebaumn what's good!?" Like niggas already know I'm coming back from my 2years hiatus! Yayyyyyyy! Lol

This summers agenda;
-mad cookouts
-mad clubs
-mad road trips
-mad shows
-new apartment
-new car
-just maddddd fun!


Oh, and school. Lol

Oh, and ill be vloging all of the summer maddness forsure!

Ehh, so I've been saving my money on something that I'm no longer going to do, so that now leaves me with a lot of extra cash anddddd that shit has me really happy! I already know what I'm going to do with the money ^_^
Uhhhhhh I'm about to go home (I'm at work) ill blog it up laterz.
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Ughhh totally sorry for the lack of post!

Ok I'm going to jump right in because I'm feeling SUPER wack right now and I need an outlet. So over the past two weeks I've been questioning a lot of relationships I have with people and to be frank, I don't want to have anything to do with any of them anymore.

I always go though this and I'm feeling like its becoming second nature for people to walk in and out of my life so instead of being hurt by it I just find myself becoming upset.

I would go ahead and update celibacy and the city but my mood isn't up for it so going go ahead and put it out here that I'm single again. What can I say? It was a good run but to be honest--relationships aren't for me, well at least relationships with the people I've been meeting.

Some bullshit went down the day before yesterday, and here I am now at 1:29am and its all hitting me exactly what happened and the wack shit he told me. Hmmm? I think the fact that he just did some lame shit sparked all of this.

Fuck it. Niggas can't be happy with the GOOD I'm doing then I don't have any other choice but to give up and move on.

Other than him a few of my "friends" have shown their true colours this week too. I'm just ready to go back to the good ole days when I didn't give a fuck. Its so freeing when you just don't give a fuck.

This day started out regular, I was in a happppy mood, then back to sad. All in the blink of an eye. Tomorrow I swear to you and the earth I'm putting all this shit behind me and moving on! I've dwelled on it long enough to the point I'm literally SICK to my stomach right now. No bueno, not for Andy.

So ill be back with an update tomorrow.
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