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Wow! Lol I must blog about my weekend! I had a lot of fun and it was the perfect beginning to what will be a fabulous summer!

Let me just say-- STEF, keep that shit litttteee! Lol no but, you're absolutly wonderful lol I had a lot of fun and I can't wait till vol. 8? Lmao I love you to bits!

Guys im so happy right now! I was at a very wack point that lasted for about 4months up until now! The last few weeks ive definatly
become happier and my blessing are coming 1 by 1 and it seems like they are coming back to back From finding out who my loving friends are, having good health, a loving and supportive family, my new apartment (that i love to death), and the list goes on and on.

I dont know-- it just feels good to be happy! Lol

Like i said, my summer has offically started! So look out for the vids (i have some from this weekend lol)

Okay im @ work and i have to start packing in the morning so

See

You

Laterrrrrr!
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So, something has been brought to my attention. Apparently Im the gossip of the net lol Let me just say this -- Some of you nigga's are real lame and if you are feeling some type of way while reading that more than likely you are one of the lame nigga's im talking about. The sad part is this is GUYS im talking about here! I mean there are a few chicks involved but what else can you expect from a chick? But thats neither here nor there......

You can run off all day, post your blogs, throw your sublimation's, ask about me, tell people you know me, check my shit ever 15min, try to be-friend my friends, read my status updates like ur life depended on it, and whatever else it is that you do.

But the bottom line is its YOUR obsession, not mine! All your attempts at trying to make me look bad, fail! and they fail on the sheer fact that I LIVE IN THE REAL FUCKING WORLD! lol Yeah I blog and Im on the community sites, but guess what? When I close this laptop all that shit that happens online becomes insignificant....the people you see me fuck with online are people I fuck with OFFLINE! The internet is another form of communication. You see me selling these other nigga's pipe dreams online? that's where it stays ONLINE!

I mean I can't be to upset, I guess. you live your life thru your wireless internet connection, obviously there is a chemical imbalance.

So you all know that Mos Def is my favorite rapper! My review on this album is
THIS IS ONE OF HIS BEST ALBUMS....IF NOT THE BEST!

This man is a pure genius-- A TRUE ARTIST!

CHECK OUT HIS ALBUM.....





Mos Def - "Casa Bey" - The Ecstatic - 6.9.09

I didn't go into much detail on how much I love myself in the last entry--because I didn't want to seem "vain" or "into myself" but then I said you know what I don't care! Lol I'm really proud of myself and I can share that with my readers.

So as you know, I work A LOT! All the hard work has finally paid off, with a little fine tuning i'll be straight! But this isnt totally about my finances.

I recently cut a very toxic person out of my life and every since i did that and got completely over it I realized that I really wasted alot of time and energy on somebody who didn't deserve either in the first place. Have you ever dated somebody and then looked back on it like "omg what the fuck was I thinking!?" Well thats pretty much the case. Lol but back to what i was saying, now that ive eliminated that drama, i'm happy as hell! Lol its literally a weight lifted and it feels fucking good. Somebody told me that he is in another realtionship and to be perfectly honest with you my response was "damn, i hope she knows what she's getting herself into fucking with him" ehhh so with that being said this will go on record being the absolute LAST time i speak on him! When people ask me how long ive been single im skipping over him and going back to the date me and my boyfriend before him broke up because dude isnt even worth the ex title.

*wipe my hands clean*

Another reason why ive been feeling so good lately is because the summer is almost here and ive already been having alot of fun with my family and friends! And ive been meeting alot of cool new people (heeeyyyyyy; tony, stalley, kris *rolls eyes*, and lisa) also, there are so many things that have been planned for the summer and that are actullay going to happen.

To all the people that read my blog who are actually doing something weather that be; dropping a mixtape, starting a business, traveling, having art show, promoting parties, modeling, and ect

MUCH RESPECT!!!!!

If you planned something and you are really doing it! I show much respect and ill gladly show love in anyway i can because its hard out here already and i have a soft spot for people who follow their dreams because im one of those people and i love when people show me respect and support! Like the other day a new friend of mine said "you're so inspirational! Brb I have to make some phone calls". Lol i love that!

Alot of you have been asking if im going to start Celibacy and the city back up and ive decided that i am and im going to do those entrys via vlog so i can explain situations with more detail anddddd for entertainment value.

:::::random updates:::::

-im going to bring "as if" back.
-i think cleveland's westside is way better than the eastside but apart of me will miss this shithole once i move
-im super stoked about conan being back on.
-i bought a flat screen tv lol
-im getting a dog next month and im going to name him soho or bronx lol
-Mos Def is the fucking truth and his new album kill everything!
-when i get off work im going to get some krispy kreme dounuts, son!
-i hate when men gossip like bitches.

Uhhh okay!

Blogituplaterz
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I know its been a really long time! My fault! Ive just been SUPER busy lately....lets start from the top! Lol

Recently a great door has opened up from me and it will get my feet wet with my whole fashion career! Woot woot! From the looks of it everything is going as planned, a few more details need to be looked over and ill be in there lol I dont want to jinx myself so ill go into it after everything is done and said.

Next up, I am completely and 100% SINGLE! Lol and might i add loving it! The last dude i was with was smh and thats all im going to sum that up with. Yeah yeah yeah you all were right i give you that much but whatever ill take that bullet! Lol

Uhhhh, OH! Next month im moving into my dream apartment! I call it heaven on Lake ave! Lol im definatly going to do a vlog on it just to show you how fucking nice the place is! Im talking high celings, hard wood floors, big ass walk in closet, and oh its on the 5th floor with a nice ass view.

How could i forget.....the beach is in my backyard! Owwwwww! Lol im SUPER excited about that.

My clone (Deandra) went to prom and graduated this month! Ive never been so proud of that little she devil lol I love my crazy sister, it has been so exciting watching her grow into a little woman. Lol

Ummmm im super nervous! Stef lova will be here in like a week lol I told e we will be on some chill shit because im broke from all my moving expenses. Ughhh and he's going to see my current apartment all boxed up and shit lol how lame!!! But im happy Ill get to spend some time with one of my favorite people! Stef and I have been friends for 5+ years. Its going to be so much funnnnnnnn.

Speaking of favorite people, i have a new favorite rapper! Check out my homie stalley.

www.imeem.com/stalley

He's dope, cute, and originally from Cleveland! Lol@ me saying cute.

*looks at all my friends* dont even try it! Lol

Hmmm lets see what else can i share with you? Oh! I put in PTO. For the month of august, september, and october! So far I planned out trips for New York, Chicago, and Florida.

So friends and family who are trying to go....hit me up!

Love yall

Blogituplaterz!
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